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Drugs cost running total Jan – Feb 2013

DRUGS-jan_feb_2012

Thank God for the NHS

Weekly round-up February 17th 2013

Weekly hats week ending Feb 17th 2013

Weekly hats week ending Feb 17th 2013

This was an interesting week and the data gives a good representation of it’s peaks and troughs.

I have been in discussion to exhibit work arising from the project’s data. This made me feel full of energy and generally very creative and happy as can be seen in the highs of mood and stoicism mid-week (8 and 7 respectively). I’m not tracking creativity but if i was it would be an 8 out of 10. Ironically since my illness came back I’ve had more time to make work than before. Shame I had to develop incurable cancer to get into this position.

I have been working a lot on the project which has been great but by the end of the week I was beginning to feel tired and my back is sore, again reflected in the discomfort index which reached 4. This could be because I’ve been sitting down a lot and not getting as much exercise as I should, or it could be a symptom of the illness. I shall have to keep my eye on it.

The beginning of the week was challenging, my hair started coming out in clumps which initially was a bit of a shock (plunges in control and mood indexes). I’ve had what’s left shaved off and developed a hat index to account for the headgear I’ve adopted. I also developed a stoicism index to accompany the other mood and affect indexes.

I finished my first cycle of chemo which was a milestone and to which I have had only mild side effects, and I had an important meeting with my specialist where I got my paraprotein results which were good. No detectable levels (again reflected in higher mood, control and stoicism scores).

The scores on the doors

For the key to these please look at the Data Methods part of this site

Hats: (Beenie grey x 3, Bucket hat x 2, Blue note Mod x 1, Patterned beenie x 1)

Stoicism: a low of 4 (Stiff upper lip) and a high of 7 (I feel fine), mostly 4-5 (stiff upper lip)

Mood: a low of 5 (subdued) and a high of 8 (cheerful and in good spirits), mostly 6 (calm) and 7-8 (cheerful and in good spirits)

Control: a low of 3-4 (little control) and a high of 7 (a good deal of control), mostly 5 (some control ),

Discomfort: a low of 2 (mild) and a high of 4 (moderate). Mostly 4 (moderate)

bone_marrow_6My bloods (Haemoglobin, White cell count, Platelets, Neutrophiils) all stayed stable and in the normal range.

I had the results back from my bone marrow biopsy (image left) and Bence Jones Urine tests, no detectable levels of Paraprotein.

I consumed a total of £771.45 worth of drugs which included chemo and antibiotics.

Thank God for the NHS

Metastasising epistemes

There are no straight lines only entanglements – of matter, thoughts, feelings, people, knowledge, things, transactions. These elements parameterise the project: it’s possibilities, visibilities and public manifestations. Metastasis is important both in its fullest material and clinical sense, and in its power of description of how this project imbricates and parameterises its subject. It’s growth.

As my disease develops it mirrors the death spiral of the wider economic and environmental ecologies within which it is situated. These bind to my disease producing complex assemblages that whirr away at the edges of my understanding. But they do need to be understood, which is one of the project aims, to articulate the metastasis.